Book 1
The Early Years
(Ancestry, Childhood,Preparatory School)

Chapter 1: An introduction
1.1:Prologue
1.2:Worship: the holy temple
1.3:Ancestry: the general picture

Chapter 2: Childhood
2.1:Parents: discovering my initial relationships
2.2:Siblings: finding my niche in the family
2.3:Hierarchy: learning my status
2.4:Activities: the established way to enjoy myself
2.5:Sex: unearthing the erotic mould
2.6:Identity& deity: the crystallisation of what I am
Chapter 3: Ludgrove - Part I
3.1: Career: adjusting to a school environment
3.2: Siblings: the difference in being a schoolboy
3.3: Parents: the marriage quakes
3.4:Worship: burgeoning religious fervour
3.5:Sex: a homosexual awakening
3.6:Authority: learning to control others
3.7:Activities: filling out the length of the day

Chapter 4: Ludgrove - Part II
4.1:Siblings: a realignment
4.2:Parents: working towards reconciliation
4.3:Actiivties: a modest first flowering
4.4:Sex: further homosexual development
4.5:Authority: a foretaste of power
4.6:Identity: a colourful hothouse plant