Book 6
3rd Year at Oxford

Chapter 7: Michaelmas term and Christmas vacation1955


7.1: Sex: finally some consummated relationships
7.2: Activities & authority: manoeuvring for power
7.3: Parents & siblings: misconceptions of identity
7.4: Identity: disenchantment, depression and aggression

Chapter 8: Hilary term and Easter vacation1956
8.1: Sex: a fully fledged affair
8.2: Career, activities & authority: the pressures mount
8.3: Parents & siblings: relationships temporarily resolved
8.4: Identity & worship: building my fort on a quicksand

Chapter 9 Trinity term 1956
9.1: Sex: punctured self-confidence
9.2: Authority & activities: an Oxford finale
9.3: Parents & siblings: interim communications
9.4: Identity: floundering for self-esteem

Chapter 10: Oxford aftermath
10.1: Sex: down with a bump
10.2: Parents & siblings: a need for distance
10.3: Authority: experimenting with domestic staff
10.4: Career & identity: thwarted ambition, incompatibility and determination to survive