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A boxer in the ring, on receipt of a heavy blow
below the heart, may totter round reeling
from real pain, gradually regaining a mere
appearance of composure, while dubious to reenter the fray.
To betray my emotional vulnerability in love's
covert battle would surely undermine
my fine defensive stance, leaving me open
and groping to cope with whatever tactic she chooses.
I must use my wits in the conduct of a long campaign,
remaining positioned where she never quite can tell,
smelling for signals on the wind, armed, and warily
prepared for any manoeuvre in her repertoire.
The hobbled man can never go to war
without a worsened fate than struck before.