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I'm not to know the rules of play in games

where I tamely start to participate, while suspecting

bisexual outcomes are probably intended; nor

am I sure when erotic advances are being made.

I'm aided (they say) with a natural naivety, which serves

as a certain shield to protect me, inasmuch that I've not

got to take special note of what they lewdly

do or say - provided it doesn't go far.

Scarred as I was by youthful trauma of enormous

impact on my timidly formative years, I'm averse

to planning for a man's company, which might afford

short-term advantage whilst still a devious trap.

     Solutions just mislead my reason when

     such problems will be worsened in the end.