series2bk6.101
I'm not to know the rules of play in games
where I tamely start to participate, while suspecting
bisexual outcomes are probably intended; nor
am I sure when erotic advances are being made.
I'm aided (they say) with a natural naivety, which serves
as a certain shield to protect me, inasmuch that I've not
got to take special note of what they lewdly
do or say - provided it doesn't go far.
Scarred as I was by youthful trauma of enormous
impact on my timidly formative years, I'm averse
to planning for a man's company, which might afford
short-term advantage whilst still a devious trap.
Solutions just mislead my reason when
such problems will be worsened in the end.