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I overplayed my hand, too readily supposing

(if I chose to try) I could bend events to my will,

filling in with dread threats to make

the break - as if my presence was something you prized.

The size of my swagger was soon viewed as vain;

I was plainly wrong-footed when you claimed you'd begun

to be won round to my point of view - adept

at accepting the line of thought I'd already presented.

I meant to invoke a debate; but I'm left discretely

eating my own words, (notwithstanding

the glandular pains of indigestion,) while I meekly

seek some higher ground for better defence.

     My faulty tactics clearly were to blame,

     and now (with punctured pride) I stand in shame.