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I overplayed my hand, too readily supposing
(if I chose to try) I could bend events to my will,
filling in with dread threats to make
the break - as if my presence was something you prized.
The size of my swagger was soon viewed as vain;
I was plainly wrong-footed when you claimed you'd begun
to be won round to my point of view - adept
at accepting the line of thought I'd already presented.
I meant to invoke a debate; but I'm left discretely
eating my own words, (notwithstanding
the glandular pains of indigestion,) while I meekly
seek some higher ground for better defence.
My faulty tactics clearly were to blame,
and now (with punctured pride) I stand in shame.