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It's sadly I look back on the time I spent

with pent up lust, but missing out on the ultimate

exulting triumph in tasting the fresh fruit

of a beautiful virgin's act of carnal surrender.

Slender is the chance that now I'll ever know

the glow of pride that I was chosen as the first

to burst that precious hymen for any girl

the world might hold. The chances passed me by!

I try to dismiss the thought of being cheated

by the sweet restraint I always left on offer -

scoffed at by the vast majority of friends who threw

such scruple to the winds, in copulatory zest.

     I might have flowered if I had known those rites,

     but found instead that inhibition blights.