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Singled out as the means to demonstrate
his rated best test for personal bravado,
it's hard (when I've done nothing to pick a fight)
I'm indited thus for pugilistic performance.
With normal behaviour suspended, I still endeavour
to sever my connections with violence, pinning it
to minimal level and holding back. In battle,
I'd batter opponents from a full arsenal of weapons.
But he kept boasting thereafter we'd been on a par
as scarred gladiators - a subject he found
roundly to merit self-congratulation,
but a matter impinging on my own dented pride.
It never was (and never could be) fun
to be a man with notches on his gun.