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Singled out as the means to demonstrate

his rated best test for personal bravado,

it's hard (when I've done nothing to pick a fight)

I'm indited thus for pugilistic performance.

With normal behaviour suspended, I still endeavour

to sever my connections with violence, pinning it

to minimal level and holding back. In battle,

I'd batter opponents from a full arsenal of weapons.

But he kept boasting thereafter we'd been on a par

as scarred gladiators - a subject he found

roundly to merit self-congratulation,

but a matter impinging on my own dented pride.

     It never was (and never could be) fun

     to be a man with notches on his gun.