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The futile proffering of lush ladies nudged
to my grudging company, on the supposition that I might
(flightily) switch love-objects with a slick
flick of the heart, is a sickening waste of time.
I mime my misery in the blackness of the night, silently
styling a vain hope that she'll recognize
the size and stature of my grand romantic vision -
the elision of our two souls, in paradise.
Precisely what that might mean, or how the sum
might come to an added whole, no longer matters;
I'm shattered by the sheer delectability of sadness -
glad that no other thought finds room in my head.
Unfit for friendship in this state of mind?
Another verdict might be hard to find.