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The nerve breaks when I take haughty disdain

from brainy dons, who pitch their illuminating

statements at a level high enough to snuff

my trial efforts in verbal contribution.

Confusion besets me to witness the fleet flitting

of minds unkindly disposed - eager to expose

my grosser lapses in cerebral sophistication -

impatient with any display of lay stupidity.

The lid of some inner box is lifted, to employ

a toy of indeterminate brand; but the hand

which plans to reach out and inspect it offends -

sending danger signals of imminent rejection.

     If harsh the comment on my words might be,

     just spare my thoughts which are especially `Me'.