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Vanish the will to contend with the problems on my plate,
for my fate is written, and solutions just appear -
fearful or benign. I incline the focus of some gentle
attention to diurnal matters of less import.
I'm brim full of misery and despair - staring
ahead, half dead to the world, knowing I'm becoming
a dummy - useless for conversation, and inept
for attempting to contend with social life in general.
The intention to write a magnificent masterpiece
was easily formed, and could just as easily fade.
I've made a mess of life, which merely consists
of a list of unfulfilled (impossible) plans.
A period to watch aloof begins,
whilst others race within a world that spins.