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While I sit bemused, counting the ticking clicks,

a funicular carriage hauls me relentless to appalling

height, where I fight the panic which threatens to engulf me -

half in dread that the train will jump its track.

From a back door in a Western bar, dressed

as a deputy sheriff, my finger ringing the trigger

of a new unnotched gun, I enter -

pensive in prospect that the bullets I've loaded are blanks.

Clanking cauldrons jacked to a stove, and blurping

troubled bubbles - an image more in keeping

with the bleeping thoughts my mind can mint -

contrasted with the fast dynamic shuttle of computers.

     I feel as if I'm urged to wear a hat

     denoting intellect I cannot match.